saya masih remaja, ini saya tulis di sore hari dengan suasana hati yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya. yaa sore hari di kamar menyendiri, dengerin lagu yg bisa dibilang galau, mood mood an deh tergantung hati maunya gimana.
mumpung suasana hati MASIH normal, ya saya bilang masih normal. kenapa? karna biasanya saya gak senormal ini, biasanya saya selalu ketakutan padahal gak tau apa yg ditakutin. kadang saya merasa diri saya gak berguna . gak berguna banget .
sampek pernah saya ngebawa pisau ke kamar, niat mau bunuh diri, iya bunuh diri.
mungkin kalian mikir ah itu biasa kali orang ini depresi. iya bener saya depresi. depresi yg gak tau apa yg sebenernya buat depresi.
saya emang punya riwayat depresi gara-gara temen deket saya, yg saya suka waktu smp meninggal dunia dengan cara keseret puso. ngabisin waktu 3 tahun lebih kalo sekarang 2016 berarti udah 8 tahun yg lalu . jadi ga percaya sama laki-laki manapun (tadinya).
tapi saya juga gak tau gimana awalnya, saya sering nangis sendiri, nangis yg ga ada penyebabnya, ngejambakin rambut sampek rontok karna nahan hati jangan sampek megang pisau . meski ga pisau, kadang silet pun udah puas untuk nyiletin tangan ini. entahlah..
kadang saya menghindar dari orang lain, saya takut ketemu orang lain.
awalnya...
saya cuma sakit hati sama seseorang, yg setelahnya memang buat saya stress.
saya dituduh ngelakuin yg saya gak lakuin. bahkan diancem, bakal ditinggalin kalo saya bohong, padahal saya gak ngelakuin. saya takut ditinggal dia, takut banget . entah kenapa.
awalnya itu, saya stress rasa ingin bunuh diri, nangis gak jelas sembunyi di lemari, motong rambut sendiri entah apa rambutnya..
gara-gara itu feel saya hilang ke dia, ke siapapun pria nya.
yg saya rasain cuma depresi, depresi banget .
bingung harus apa, nangis sendirian dikamar, seharian dikamar gak mandi boro2 makan. 3 hari ga makan gara-gara itu, kesalahan yg bukan salah saya .
ga coba ruqiyah ?
udah beberapa kali coba dan ya gitu beberapa kali kambuh lago.
saya sendiri bilang diri saya sakit mental, entah apa namanya . mungkin bipolar, mungkin PPD (postpartum Depression) mungkiiinn..
berat ? banget.
butuh dukungan dari orang sekitar, butuh banget perhatian. maunya diperhatiin..
namanya manusia, siapa yg gak punya masalah.
kadang saya kalo marah suka ga sadar, udah megang gunting, megang piso, tali dsb, udah pernah .
sampek minum baygon pun pernah.
tapi semua masih ketahan..
nahannya itu susah banget.
kadang sampek ketakutan sendiri, kenapa saya ini?
pernah curhat ke temen?
pernah tapi gak sedetail ini, dan juga takut mereka gak mau lagi bertemen sama saya.
selama ini saya nahan penyakit ini sendiri, entah penyakit atau gangguan jiwa ya?
yg buat saya trauma serta depresi yg berkepanjangan..
saya gak ngerti gimana, jadi sampek saat ini detik ini saya masih sering begitu, apalagi kalo bengong, suka mengkhayal dan nangis.
mungkin kalo kelamaan saya akan mati bunuh diri .
mungkin.....
Selasa, 26 April 2016
Jumat, 04 Desember 2015
The Comparison Between Twitter and Facebook
The Comparison Between
Twitter and Facebook
(The Assignment of Writing
V)
By
Aprilia Nurita Sari
14111075P
Higher School of Foreign
Language
TEKNOKRAT
2015
Abstract
Social media is the collective of online
communications channels dedicated to community-based input, interaction,
content-sharing and collaboration. In
this era many people use the social media, like facebook and also twitter, many
kinds of social media that we know. But as I know in popular just 2 of them,
faceook and twitter. And in both of them, many differences like if in facebook
there is a group and in twitter it is not and etc.
And
sometimes facebook is more popular in ths era, but sometimes twitter also, many
strength and weaknesses about two of them, so I want to discuss it for my
paper.
CHAPTER
ONE
INTRODUCTION
People say that Facebook is
for connecting with the people you went to school with and Twitter is for
people you wished you had gone to school with. WhileFacebook is a multi-purpose social networking
platform, allowing users to chat, post photos and notes, and play games, Twitter is built around the posting of short 140
character messages, or “tweets.” They are the two most popular social networks
in the world.
The two Social Network Titans are
oftentimes named in the same sentence. Yet, when looking at the use case of the
two, they couldn’t be any more different.Whilst Facebook is argued to be fully
mainstream, Twitter, with 13% usage of the US population has a more targeted
audience.Of course, I am in love with Twitter big time. Facebook is coming on
strong too though.
1.1 Facebook
History
Facebook
was launched by Mark Zuckerberg, along with his college roommates, in February
2005. It was initially only intended for Harvard students, but eventually expanded to
include students at other Boston colleges, Ivy League universities, and Stanford. The site gradually added
support for other universities, before also becoming available to high school
students. In September 2006, it became available to any users over 13. On May
17th 2012, the company went public. It was valued at $104 billion. Facebook’s
user base is still growing rapidly.
Uses
Facebook is used by members for a
variety of purposes. It is mainly used by individuals who wish to stay connected
with, or reconnect with, people that they know offline. As well as
maintaining a personal profile and posting messages on their “wall,” users can
upload photo albums and videos, share links, write long notes, send private
messages to friends, text and video chat, and play games.
Privacy
Facebook allows users to select from
various privacy settings, from a completely visible profile to one that is not
even searchable except by acknowledged friends. Users can change the privacy
setting on each individual post, from public, friends only, private, or
“custom.”
1.2 Twitter
Histrory
Twitter
was founded on March 21st 2006 by Jack Dorsey and was launched on July 5th
2006. Twitter tends to be fairly secretive about its number of users, but it
had explosive growth between 2009 and 2011, with 2 million tweets a day in
January 2009, 32 million tweets a day in January 2010, 90million tweets a day in September 2010 and 200
million tweets a day in July 2011.
Uses
Twitter allows users to post 140
character messages, or tweets, and follow the messages of other users on their
Twitter feed. It is mainly used to communicate with other individuals with
similar interests, regardless of whether users know one another off Twitter,
and to follow updates from celebrities. Users can upload photos, share links
and send private messages to people they follow
Privacy
Twitter has two privacy settings: public
and private. Private messages can only be read by people that are followed by
the user. Individual messages cannot have different privacy settings.
1.3 Controversy
between Facebook and Twitter
1. Facebook has been involved in several
controversies, particularly involving privacy concerns. Facebook prevented
users from permanently deleting their accounts until 2010 and has been
criticized for changing user’s privacy settings, making more information
publically visible or available to data mining, without their explicit consent.
The site has been repeatedly criticized
for removing photos uploaded by breastfeeding mothers and deleting their
accounts.
2. The company Twitter has not been involved in
any major controversies itself, but the site has been the focus of several legal cases
recently. In July 2012, a British teenager was arrested after sending abusive
tweets to Olympic diver Tom Daley, and earlier in 2012, a student was jailed
for inciting racial hatred after tweeting abuse at Fabrice Muamba.
Contrast
1.) Lifetime of
a status update vs. a Tweet
A Tweet has by far a
much shorter lifespan than a Facebook
update. According to some interesting insights from Sysomos,
about 92% of engagement with a Tweet happens within the first hour after being
tweet. A Facebook update on the other hand is far longer to be present in
peoples timelines. It can often stretch over several days until all interaction
with the update dried up.
The indication on
lifetime of Twitter vs. Facebook updates particularly affects posting
frequency. A recent study here has shown that you can easily post 1-4 times an hour
on Twitter to
have a high impact, whilst only 0.5 status updates per day seem to be most effective.
2.) Friends vs.
Followers
Funnily enough,
Twitter called followers friends too in the very early days. Yet, by nature the
two things are fundamentally different. Friending someone on Facebook carries a
far deeper connection then following on Twitter.Of course, the action itself
doesn’t mean anything and you can build meaningful relationships
on Twitter in the same way as on Facebook. It feels that in
terms of personal spheres following
someone on Twitter is more detached than a Facebook friend though.
A Twitter following
can be strictly interest based on topics the person is tweeting about.
Friending someone might show a deeper social interest in the person
that comes into play with Facebook. Trying to friend everyone
you follow, might not be the optimal solution.
3.) Speed
Another crucial
factor is the speed of messages being passed on. Here Twitter obviously comes
out as the far faster medium to transport
messages. Examples of the Japanese earthquake, the death of
Osama Bin Laden or other breaking news happenings portray this very
nicely.Facebook on the other hand appears to move a lot slower and I found it can rather be used for timeless news and updates.
I found that if you
are aiming to create an instant viral effect for
news or an
important update, Twitter proves to be more effective. For less
time sensitive content I
found that Facebook can be a powerful distribution channel.
4.) Online
Friends vs. Offline Friends
On Facebook you
interact with your family and real life friends. On Twitter you talk to online
friends interested in similar things. This is how the argument went for some
time. As both networks evolved this might not be entirely true. You
have most likely experienced it yourself that there are many
occasions where things happen the other way round.The argument
that Facebook focuses on the Social Graph and Twitter on the Interest Graph is
still valid I believe. Even though the two are merging to some extent, Grandma
is on Facebook, whilst she might not be on Twitter.
I feel that building
a large following with a business purpose in mind is easier to achieve on
Twitter. Personal Facebook profiles still represent a more private layer, which
some don’t want to build out in such a way. So we sometimes should be a little
more careful with friending than following I found.
5.) Optimal posting times
A recent study by
@DanZarrella found that best times to tweet during the day are
around 5 p.m. On the other hand, Facebook status updates seem
to be most effective at around noon. In
terms of weekdays Wednesday appeared to be the best for
Twitter, whilst the best day to share on Facebook
appears to be Saturday.
Our patterns of
accessing Facebook and Twitter are quite different. The peak at work days for
Twitter indicates the strong business and news side of things on Twitter. A
strong Saturday for Facebook might show us that the entertainment factor on
Facebook is higher.
To me, these are the
most striking differences between Facebook and Twitter. It’s also worth
mentioning that this might not stay the way it is. Both networks are changing
rapidly and if Twitter manages to achieve more mainstream usage, there might be
a shift.
References :
Senin, 12 Oktober 2015
Thesis about Aliran Sesat
THE STRANGE RITUAL OF THE
FORBIDDEN HERESY “SATRIA PININGIT WETENG BUWONO” in BEKASI
By
Aprilia Nurita Sari
14111075P
The Higher School of Foreign
Language
Teknokrat
Bandar Lampung
2014/2015
Table of Content
I.
Introduction ……………………………………………………. 3
1.1 Background
……………………………………………………. 3
1.2 Formulation
……………………………………………………. 5
1.3 Objective of
Study……………………………………………… 5
1.4 Scope …………………………………………………………… 5
II.
Discussion………………………………………………………. 6
2.1 How the teachings and
ritual of the flow of satrio piningit ? … 6
2.2
What are the
criteria of forbidden heresy ? …………………… 8
2.3
What is the tips to avoid the heresy? ………………………….. 8
Conclusion
………………………………………………………… 10
References………………………………………………………….
11
CHAPTER ONE
INTRODUCTION
1.1 BACKGROUND
Currently
the forbidden Heresy and distorted was thrives and developed in this country. Unfinished
one of the problem has already appeared the new. Besides destructive order of Islam,
this forbidden Heresy is also devastating the social fabric, destructive family
relationships, the union of people, ways of thinking community, some even had
has threatened the continuation of NKRI.
The
forbidden Heresy is not the new phenomenon, besides describe deviation, can
also the possibility of deviation social that is always have a community
abnormal. It can be in teratology demographic, teratology social, and
teratology psychological. While the form of deviation can be individual,
circumstantial and systemic. Teratology conduct of one cannot be measured only
a single criteria, because it can be normal person in the sense that
personality but abnormal in social and moral sense.
Based on news in detiknews.com
on Wednesday 28 January 2009, about forbidden Heresy. The
name of Heresy is Satria Piningit Weteng Buwono or SPWB. This heresy comes to
Indonesia in 2002 in Bekasi West Java. The owner of this Heresy is Agus Imam
Solichin. And why this flow can be called as heresy? Because, this Heresy really
disgusting really makes me feel fake. How could be this Heresy get the
followers? Because, of the strange of this heresy. So I really interesting to
analyze what is the forbidden heresy. And according to Wikipedia, Heresy
is the notion or the theological doctrine or religious considered opposite or
contrary with confidence, or the system of religious any, who considered to be
unorthodox or the right teaching. In this sense, heresy is the view or doctrine
in philosophy, political, the science, the art, etc. So, the heresy is the bad
doctrine for each other, for anyone who don’t know what is the truth one. And
usually the heresy can be has many followers, I don’t know how could be.
The
heresy of satrio piningit weteng buwono is led by Agus Imam Solichin, located
on jl kebagusan ii, rt 10 rw 06 no 37, pasar minggu South Jakarta. The house
belonging to a.Kusmana .Previously they based on jl masjid muawanah no 2, rt 07
/ 12, kampung Rawa Aren, Bekasi Timur, West Java. Practice here last for six
months in 2002. According to H.Muhamad Nagan, when this heresy in Bekasi the
members from 15 people, now the followers added to be 50 people. This heresy
really fake. The owner of this heresy tell to other that He is the
reincarnation of Soekarno in August 6 1999 and in 2003 he assume that if he is
Imam Mahdi until 2004. And more oddly, he said that he is a God in 2005 until
2006. So many people come to him to be his student. The first time the student
learned about the truth of Islam. But in the middle the teacher or the owner
start to doctrine his student to doing something that we cannot think in our
logically.
1.2 Formulation
1.
How
the teachings and the ritual of the flow of satrio piningit ?
2.
What are the
criteria of forbidden heresy ?
3.
What
are the tips to avoid the forbidden heresy?
1.3 Objective of Study
1. To know more deepest about this heresy.
2. To know how the teaching of the heresy hopefully we
cannot be there.
3. To know tips to avoid the heresy.
1.4 Scope
This paper will discuss about the heresy in West Java
with the name Satria Piningit weteng Buwono. And also explain more about Satria
Piningit Weteng buwono and the tips to avoid the heresy. And in this paper I
want to explain the criteria of the forbidden heresy.
CHAPTER TWO
DISCUSSION
2.1 How the teachings and ritual of the flow of
satrio piningit ?
According to the Indonesian Ulama Council (MUI), there
are several criteria that have been violated misguided teachings. Such as :
2.1.1
Doing sex under the spotlight and all the member must to watching
it.
The
members of the SPWB usually doing sex for their ritual. Intercourse was
witnessed by the members under the lights. And also they are have to change the
partner to doing sex again and again. According to the leader of Satria Piningit
Weteng Buwono, Agus Imam Solihin, such as spoken A Kusmana - the owner of the
house is used as a ritual in Kebagusan is to describe that if the intercourse
to show the creation of Adam. Its so
disgusting.
2.1.2
All members was taught to abort Islam Pillars {Rukun Islam}
In
the first time the owner of the Satria Piningit weteng buwono teaching about
the truth islam. But gradually he tell to his students to do not Prayers,
fasting and zakat. And in the other hand he said that we must to patient and
tawakkal. That is something that the body members
who have died be brought to the throne belongs to the lord . Bodies are not
going to die. The
Leader of the flow of
satrio piningit told to students that
fasting is restrain the passions and with wrath. If it is successful do either,
means does not need to be fast.
And
the other hand is about answering greetings. If there was no answer
members greeting , directly the leader ask to him/her to in the living room
during a day were given last night without eating and drinking . “men and women
rounded naked during all day” he said.
And
about the rituals do by nearly every night in the form of reading from the
bible, wearing a dress koko , and wear peci white and red ( some of them wear a
headband red and white ) .After a ritual usually his followers did not get home
, they sleep together that mingled at home between the man and woman. At a
friday , when people doing Friday praying Agus and his followers doing ritual
at back yard.
And about the naked ritual. The leader said that if its
ritual imitated of the situation or atmosphere in heaven, because in heaven all
of the person is naked. So the leader said like that, and if the student
ignored the ritual he said that he will be put him/her to the hell. The leader
also learned about doing sex together under the spotlights. This ritual usually
doing in thursday night, but it can be doing anytime, and when the ritual going
on, Agus as the leader standing in the doorway and see the ritual, and also all
of the member must to see it until all of the member doing sex also, therefore
the member of this forbidden heresy is already married. And if the members
doing something wrong Agus as a leader will be washing her body while singing
“cucak rowo, Indonesia raya and also the java song”. It will be doing in 09.30
Am in the back yard.
2.2 What are the criteria of forbidden heresy?
Actually
in Indonesia many forbidden heresy that we know, but we don’t know what are the
true criteria that we can judge if it is the forbidden heresy or not. According
to the www.fadhilza.com
that I’ve ever read, there are 5 criteria of forbidden heresy, such as:
2.2.1. Disavow one of the “rukun iman”.
2.2.2. Believe and following the aqidah does not
conform with Al-Qur’an.
2.2.3. doing some ritual that we can think with our
logically like you can doing free sex.
2.2.4. Change , increase and or reduce the obligation
of worship that has been set by Syariah,
as haji not to go baitullah, compulsory praying not must be 5 time
2.2.5. Insulting , harass and or humbling the false
prophets and the apostle.
And
after we see the criteria, this forbidden heresy is included right? So that’s
why I really interesting to discuss it. And I think that the owner of this
heresy is have some bad thinking or we can say “little crazy”.
2.3
What are the tips to avoid the heresy?
For that reason , has become an obligation for everyone
to fortify their self , their family , relatives , and its people in order to
avoid affected against flow misleading .Naudzubillah min dzalik .Just tips that
might be applied are :
1.
Never
trust someone more than capacity as man .Though he will have the capacity out
of habit , such as could walk on water or fly in the air. Because , the ability
out of habit can owned by someone who do not know the religion , for example
sorcerer can perform magic but he did not worship.
2.
Avoid
follow friends or anyone to follow mass prayer which she deviate from the
pattern is .Although in originally a person could score of defied , but if
constantly follow recitation or meeting held by sectarian astray , then he will
implement by itself.
3.
Tell
to your friend about the wisdom that you feel different with the truth one. Or
better for you to directly ask to Ustad or the person who knows deeper about
the religion.
4.
Take
care of yourself with the knowledge of Islam that established . Don’t Read
books about the fake religion , because who knows reading is indeed lead to the
flow of perverse .
5.
Always
keep close to god in every opportunity. Both in a state of quiet and in a state
of soul being unstable. For generally an adherent the flow of astray because
the condition of psychiatric those who are unstable.
CHAPTER
THREE
CONCLUSION
The
flow of satrio piningit weteng buwono led by ImamAgus Solichin, lived at jl
kebagusan ii , rt 10 rw 06 no 37 , sunday market South jakarta .The house
belonging to a Kusmana .Formerly they headquartered in jl mosque al muawanah no
2 , rt 07 / 12 , kampung rawa sugar palms, bekasi east , west java .Practice
here lasts for six months in 2002. This flow really really deviate. The leader
said that if prayers is not important. And he also told the student to doing
sex together and change the partner of the sex. And I also already put there
the criteria of the forbidden heresy right? .He was a mere man not given excess from Allah
as the prophet Muhammad saw .He completely irrational in terms of beliefs and
health . And for the strange of this heresy you may read in chapter two.
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